Wandering

You know, I think it's hard. I think it's hard to understand our own circumstances. To comprehend why exactly we're put into the situations that our Heavenly Father has placed us in, seemingly wandering aimlessly. Sometimes I look at the mess that I call my life and try to figure out: just what exactly is He thinking? Why would he make me go through all of this suffering, this confusion, this anguish? But then I have to remind myself of something. I don't need to know why I'm going through these things. I just have to do my very best to endure these trials, and have faith that God has a plan for me. As messed up and complicated as it might seem right now, everything is happening for a reason. If I just have faith and try to do my very best, the Lord will pull me through.